GrowlingCupcake wrote:My depression has me in its grips pretty hard; I just want to stab over, and over to deal with the emotional, and physical pain. But... there's someone in the next room who just want me to be better, and who loves me with everything in him, and to whom I made a promise.
Promises are so hard to keep when you have safe ways of physical harm.
I really need to look into finding a therapist once my foot heals. I can't go on like this.
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On a somewhat related note, my anxiety today is making my skin feel like its on fire. Might run away to my bf's place for the day. Idk why I can't be in my apartment when I feel like this.
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Welp, time for all the current projects to go on the I'll-never-touch-them-again shelf and sink back into code because clearly this ain't where I need to be investing my time and effort