This I have too so it is not entirely uncommon. For me I think it is a lack of affection and love in my life for a very long time. Like forever until I met boyfriend I was only used and not really loved.XornzerSkooma wrote:IThe thing about me is I tend to fall in love easily because if someone is really nice to me, I tend to grow deep emotional feelings for that person.
Now I find myself in a situation where I gain a Sister, a Godchild, and reunite with the best lover I have had in my life. Now all that remains is to see how it can be maintained.
Issues of self worth come up Cupcake-san. I would imagine a lot of people who suddenly found themselves working on accepting a poly-amorous relationship would feel inadequate for a bit because they could not "make" the one they loved want only to love them. That was how I felt. Like I was not good enough, 'hot' enough or domestically talented enough to be a worthwhile wife type person. Nope not the case thank goodness. Other issues are mostly logistics category for me. Lets see brown sort this out eh? Living arrangements are going to suck hind titty for a bit but oh wellers. it will be better then here for my body and mind. One week at his side and I lost seven pounds. I would have lost more but BF and I were attached to Dragon Age and it was suck weather while I was there. One of my work team said it best "Women only really gain weight and spread out when they are sad or in a rut. if we are not depressed we are happy energetic do things and try to take care of ourselves more.
And yes that is my two cents for now.