Boyfriend got sort of an internship/possibility of stable job in the future as a manager in a bank.
For one part, it's amazing! It's quite a difficult task to obtain that job in my country. And he truly deserves it.
For the other part... we will most probably have to cancel the trip we just booked for Punta Cana
![In the emo corner :t-corner:](./images/smilies/teal_sitincorner.gif)
. Plus Christmas at the Iguazú falls (a beautiful argentinian landmark) we were going to do with his family. I hope they return the money to us... at least the plane tickets his parents bought!
I am also a little bit scared... if he does not get a place as a stable employee once the internship ends, he'll be jobless. I really don't mind that, but he'll get depressed until he gets a new job (he doesn't really know how to cope with 'failure', and can't understand that getting rejected at a job is something rather common), and that breaks my heart.
Edit: note to myself: start enjoying the present, and worry about the future later? I believe I sometimes overthink stuff. I can't be entirely happy with this achievement, because I am worried he'll get rejected and depressed in the future. F*ck you, brain.