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Posted: **March 23rd, 2018, 4:53:54 am**

lonebluewolf, you respond to posts in this thread a lot, and add an element of dialogue/conversation to it, turning it from a chain of random scattered notes (which it often is, lol) into something like a flow. Sorry, my post is probably out of place, but I just find it really cute and nice.

You are the hero we need but don't deserve!

Posted: **March 23rd, 2018, 9:37:41 am**

-.- what a great new year..... it's only march and i feel cursed..... My truck blew it's engine and transmission up. sad part is it was a 2017 truck. in related news my Sherpa (black german shepard) got hit, her vet bill is roughly gonna be 3k, after it's all done. in more related news my Beauty (maincoon cat female) had 7 kittens, four days later, she was hit by a truck (possibly the same one that hit my dog) and the kittens are now orphans. -.- i am lacking in sleep due to feeding both 7 kittens and making sure the dog gets it's medicine. On a happier note nobody was hurt when the truck blew up. Though the next few months are gonna be interesting i'm afraid of what the rest of this year holds.

Posted: **March 23rd, 2018, 9:59:16 am**

Vampyredragon wrote:
Reima wrote:*Sigh* When you enter a thing 40 times and still don't win and each drawing you made is in vain and all the effort you put in them is meaningless
And then someone who already won wins again, and not even by entering again but because someone entered them in
I'm so done... Someone kill me.

*Spongebob mocking bird sounds*
"Yeah it's a game~~~" I don't even care at this point. It hurts so damn much....
*hugs* I wont kill you. I also dont know what to tell you? I mean I dont know what you entered or anything but if someone keeps winning even without entering themselves? Sounds like the person running it might be playing favorites. If its done by a random generator thing...then you just have terrible luck. If its the 2nd bit? *gives luck to* if its the first? Its nothing I can help with!

Yah it is Said that it is luck based, but to be honest, I just can't tell. I'm not that sure about the way they raffle the entries. The program they showed us when some were doubtful was a very confusing excel file that had colors and text and symbols in it and??? Honestly, I should have been able to decipher it easily, but it was way too confusing and messy. And, uhhh, it was an excel file thing, how do you raffle things with that? Sites like random.org (or some other ending) would be better, as well as posting the list of everyone entering. We are now over 70 with the characters that have won and I have drawn 40 of them (because I do not enjoy drawing humans I have not drawn those) but there's like... 20-40 entries a day, it depends. The quality has gone down and so has the interest of people. Been there since the start and I can't really tell if I'll ever win. We have had like a hundred different people entering, but there are usually about thirty-ish entries per day, most of them just a headshot drawings (because Everyone gets one spot in the raffle, no matter what you draw, so things don't really matter; why I dropped the full-body pictures after 22 because I was getting busy with other things ) but we've still had like 5-6 doubles already. That's like, not all that great when you've had 70+ raffles and 10-ish of those have gone to a person whose name had already been picked
It's just that I've already done way too many entries and put way too much effort into it, and I may never get anything in return and would seriously have been better off drawing from myself all these days O^Q I'll be lucky if I get that 40 pictures, but most the pictures will likely be something I could have drawn 10 years ago with the same quality, and I'm lucky if I get 1 full-body picture. That is, if I ever even win
So it's a constant questioning if I should even keep going, because so far, nothing has come of it and I am just setting myself up for a disappointment

Posted: **March 23rd, 2018, 10:29:10 am**

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Seriously need a new fucking boyfriend. Every fucking time we have an inspection at our apartment (legit have one nearly every month for some reason or other like pest, structural, smoke detector, etc) my damn bf suddenly gets some sort of malady that prevents him from cleaning. Since hes a fucking pig who cant even throw a empty chip bag into the kitchen trash (legit everything goes on to the floor) and I'm not his maid OR his mother it means that the house is FILTHY (btw he cant be bothered to do dishes even though he uses 60% of them?) So yeah...inspection on Monday (they are checking and starting on spring repairs for a state/federal inspection next month) and guess who has THREE DAYS to clean a house to perfection? By herself...from disgusting pigsty? So pissed off at him.

His "malady" this time? His ankle hurts to the point he cant walk...interestingly enough it has happened 3 times before...and only ONE hasnt been near a inspection time. Oh and the one NOT near an inspection time? He was quite willing to go walk around walmart for hours on it to the point my feet, back, and backside were killing ME. Yet when it "hurts" when we have to clean he cant even sit on the floor on his ass filling trash bags. No the only "cure" is to sit on his ass playing video games...nagging and nitpicking the work I'M doing. Oh and when we have an inspection and his leg doesnt "hurt" him? Its sometging else...hes "too tired" he has "a really bad headache" he has a "tummy ache".

If you didnt know it was his ankle you'd almost think he was a woman in the last stage of labor before pushing from all his panting and blowing.

My dad pulled this same shit with me...reason numero uno for me moving OUT of my dad's house. Got sick of cleaning the entire house minus the bathroom (yeah I would clean my room, hallway, kitchen, livingroom, and help him with his room...and he was more of a pig than the bf who seems to expect a magic cleaning fairy to follow his ass around

Well better get off here...the 6+ loads of dirty dishes wont wash themselves ;_;

Posted: **March 23rd, 2018, 11:20:01 am**

spoilered for rant

Spoiler

Is it ok to feel like shit and not want to tell anyone irl about it

I don't have anything I'm proud of and it just feels like my family and RL friends have become less and less relatable over the years. i've long lost my younger brother's respect, and vice versa. he just plays games and only talks to whoever he plays with, and he's so condescending otherwise. i don't know what to make of my father. i miss the goofy side of him that makes me laugh. we don't really talk. mostly i think my parents just want their money back now. lol. i was ashamed of my results for a time and avoided contact with my friends, but now it just feels like i've faded out of life

I don't know if moving out is the solution or if i'm just running from my problems again

I've felt worse but my answer then was just run away from them. but i can't really keep running because it just comes back to haunt me again.

And I'm sorry I keep coming back here just to post sad stuff, it's a bad habit but you guys have the best emojis. They made me happy when I was a kid... has it really been 7 years?

Posted: **March 23rd, 2018, 5:36:12 pm**

Worked all week overtime and had five different exams...
Life hates me, honestly...

Posted: **March 23rd, 2018, 6:03:28 pm**

“Turn the sound off of that video if you’re going to watch it”
Okay, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WATCH IT SILENT WHEN ITS AN AUDIO PODCAST?!

Posted: **March 23rd, 2018, 7:22:53 pm**

I don't know what the heck is going on with my mouth, but I'd really appreciate it if it stopped hurting. >_<

Posted: **March 23rd, 2018, 7:47:00 pm**

Guess who's got two thumbs and broke their only functioning charger? This is why I hate Apple and their garbage products. This charger didn't even last six months ffs

Posted: **March 23rd, 2018, 7:49:48 pm**

Arkinine wrote:I don't know what the heck is going on with my mouth, but I'd really appreciate it if it stopped hurting. >_<

Try gargling with saltwater, or at least rinsing the bits that hurt

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